I will be chill...

I am calm. I am calm. I am calm.

I am calmER.

Man, whoever had the nerve to send a poser into my flat as some repair or maintinence person to install a recording system.... you're just bogus. I mean... and-and-and hacking into my accounts to post what I said? What is the point? So I took a trip down memory lane, so what? It's not like other people don't do it! But because someone took my blogs on a joyride, I can't show my face! Yeah, you heard me! I'm not going on my shows anymore. Whoever did this was probably some deranged fan or something, and now they're not gonna get to see Kip Deshler doing his thing anymore. Hah! See how you like that! Cause when I find out who you are, you are so... so...

I am calm. I am calm. I am calm.

CalmER.

This thing messed me up, man. Saige came to help me balance out, but this balancing stuff is hard. It's easier to just go off the deep end. No can do, I guess. So no, I'm not really boycotting my own show--though I really don't want to be on it now. It's being passed all around the net as major "lulz". I should know, I've been on my computer ever since the incident happened, trying to find the guy who did this to me. Be assured, I'm gonna get him.

Oh man, just listen to me. I gotta plan a getaway with my Angel soon.